grade concious ka ba?

wala lang, natanong ko lang. haha, may kwento kasi ako tungkol dyan, kanina habang nasa hospital ako isa sa mga school mates ko ung sinugod sa emergency room dahil “nag ha-hiperventilate” daw. tinanong namen kung ano yung nangyre kung baket nag ka ganon xa, biruin mo ang dahilan pala ay dahil pag ka bigay nun proffesor nila nung test paper nya eh 74 lang nakuha nya. ayun pag-kita raw nung papel nya, nagka ganoon na xa. hirap huminga at halos himatayin sa sama ng loob. napataas tuloy ang kilay ko! hmm kakaloka naman kase eh, inaamen ko grade concious ako (uy!) pero hindi naman ganon, kaya kayo! wag mag syadong maramdamin, aba! mahal mahospital hahaha.

Farewell To the yellow Lady (Corazon "Cory" Aquino)

To the lady who had served as an inspiration for the Filipino people, for the one who helped restore democracy back in this country, i say my farewell. You had done more than enough for this country, rest assured that you will not be forgotten. May you rest in peace!

duty duty

ganun pala yung feeling pag nakakita ka ng aborted baby..
parang na suck yung life out of them..
sobrang fragile pa nung fetus and yet makikita mo na he tried his best para mabuhay..
pero wala talaga, yun ang ginusto ng magulang nya..

a friend of mine said na, its much better na nga daw na gano kesa mag suffer pa for many years yung bata.. pero para sa aken its life, and life is something to be treasured..

mabalik nga ako dun sa baby, edi yun nga we blessed her..
tapos nilinis and put it in the box then binigay sa parents nya, kung saan bahala na sila kung saan man nila ililibing yung bata.. nakakaawa yung bata but at the same time dko maiwaang tumawa

binangungot kc yung classmate ko for how many days after that inccident..
naisip ko tuloy paano na kung midwives na talaga kami and we have to do something like tha all by ourselves na.. baka lalo xang bangungutin >.<

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mnyC_v0-DQ4

i found this in you tube..
hehe, just amaze and i wonder how many girls actually uses
female condom.. :P

the demo is the video..

duty duty..

grabe nakakapagod..
wAah >_> buti nalng may cute akong nakasabay LOL..
pero grabe talaga this march almost 4x a week na duty ko
may klase pa ung iba dun.. d pa man toxic nako haha..
sobrang bpring pa namn kapag graveyard shift,
sana lang maraming manganak para marami aknong cases x_x

std

LOL.. bket ganto mga topic ko? haha enywei
i was suppose to sleep pa sana kaso napabangon ako sa kama after i read a text message
from a friend , the message says "kai bc ka ba? cud i ask you something and i said ano un?
the next message shocked me "alam mo ba gamot sa tulo (gonnorhea) napatayo tuloy ako ng wala sa oras >_> haha..

i told him to immediately consult the doctor,although i know the treatment hindi kc advisable ang self medication..

sOo baket xa nagkaroon nito?
obviously, he did not practice safe sex..
hindi daw xa gumamet ng condom, eh hindi namn nya kilala talaga ung gurl to whom
he had sex with, so instead of pleasure.. he is now suffering from a disease o_o

a condom only cause 30pesos/pack and a medication cause more than a thousang peso if i'm not mistaken.. so ano mas pipiliin mo?

think.

o_o

well i don't know what to tittle this blog anyway here's what happen

today, i talk with one of my closest friend and she told me something about our common friend

so the story goes like this :


this friend of us is 18 years old but with the heart of a 12 years old, haha

(well that was my personal opinion) simply because she's amaze with almost everything,

she grew up in the province, and just started life here in angeles city (for those who live in angeles, you know what it feels living here) opened about everything, porn materials everywhere, the internet (she recently started using the internet), fields avenue, lol


back to the story, she told this friend of mine that something already happened between her and her boyfriend,(last week to be exact) and i was really shock not because i'm conservative or what but because she is still too young (in her way of thingking and acting)

although i'm a bit glad that the guy whom she did it was the love of her life, they'd been together since highschool, broke up and re-united.



but here is my point, she was so excited when she told the story, mentioning every details ( among friends of course) and she said that she can't get enough of it, as her friend all they could advice her is to be safe and use contraceptive and you know what she answered?

a proof that she is still young and naive :


* i don't want my partner using condom, she might not enjoy it (and my dear would you enjoy getting pregnant and the possibility of sexual disease)


* he told me that whatever happens, he wont leave me at pananagutan nya ko (i tell you 70% of men, told that to their girlfriends but never did it)



++ they are both students, they're parents are not wealthy,



kahit panagutan pa sya, it doesn't mean na merong good life ahead of them.


okei, i should have told her that right? but she did not confide to me yet haven't seen her for almost a month, just hoping that it's not yer too late the moment i got the chance to talk to her..

sex education,

well as a medical student we'd been discussing sex education for years for simply one reason,
because it is our responsibility to teach the public about the importance of family planning, contraceptives and safe sex. My professor, well he's a wonderful one and i really am learning a lot from him.
he said that the Philippines is (well if i'm not mistaken) on top when it comes to teenage pregnancy where in fact we are a very religious country. remember the saying "curiosity kills the cat" it's as simple as that, at home we cannot learn anything about sex for the sole reason that our parents won't talk anything about it, the school tried to educate us during our highschool but again a lot of people contradicts them for doing so, would you believe that the church don't even salute the reproductive bill :D so in the end people tend to learn from themselves and too sad they learn it from experience, learn it in a hard way, a way that can lead them, again to teenage pregancy, and sexuall disease.

sex education doesn't mean you study and watch sex, you don't study positions (but in some cases you do, like what position is advisable for a womean who have a dislocated uterus) and people don't show you how to do it. it's about studying how to prevent yourself from unwanted results, the pros and cons that in someway you'll be able to choose to do it in a muche safer way, even if it had only been out of curiosity atleast you'd be smart enough to make sure that your curiosity won't lead you with any harmful result.

some fast facts:

widrawal is only 50% safe
condoms are 98.2% safe plus it's safe against std (people should not only protect themselves for having a child but also for having sexually transmitted disease)
pills is 98% safe (not really sure)

again nothing is 100 percent everything has this so called product error.
and always remember the only thing that the church allows is abstinence
which simply means no sex at all and this is the only thing that is 100% safe *wink*

time flies

try staring at a lighted candle, and after you notice what's happening you'd already wasted 10 minutes of your time :p

I've been doing some thinking lately and i realize that i really am not doing anything productive in my life, first of all i am supposed to graduate next march as a nursing student, but instead I'll be graduating as a midwifery student.

well i love my course, and if a had the choice before i would have chosen it first and then i would have been a licensed midwife right now, but i guess all of this things are happening for a reason.

everything in my life had happened so fast, and when i realized it i already am 18.. and everyone expect me to be responsible, kept saying me that i should have not been like this if I'd been more serious.

i always thought that I'd be 16 forever. that i never need to be responsible about anything its just so easy to live your life in a fantasy but again even fantasies have to end too bad some people can't realize it till it's too late.